Poem

I Fear for You

My son, you have exhausted me with care—What harm if you would pause and breathe the air?
You spend your daylight hours in idle play;Had evening not arrived, you'd never stay.
Time is a game to you, however longYou sport with it, though weariness grow strong.
I bore from life a burden far aboveYour weight—had you but known a mother's love!
You loaded me with cares beyond my share,Yet had you known, you would have helped me bear.
You left me prey to every passing thought,O son of mine—what shame your sport has brought!
You wearied out your frame with willing zest—Had you but heeded counsel, you'd have rest.
You left my counsel for your heedless ways—Had you but known what fills my nights and days!
A ball you chase, or ride upon your bike,While I would have you tender as a spike
Of green upon a branch that newly grew—Does sport appeal to you more than I do?
The food you spurn I would have gladly fed—So long as you, my son, are tired instead.
My soul has dreamed—what do I suffer? None;For you I hid complaint beneath the sun.
O you who leave me lonely in my grief,What I endure finds neither pause nor brief.
A Friday and a weekday are the same—Each passes quickly in your heedless game.
O bird of mine, at your age did you knowI wrote and read as years began to flow?
I spent my childhood's season verse by verse,Reciting what my pen had rehearsed.
Since childhood I have lived for books alone—Naught else I wished for, naught I would have known.
Unless the mind's foundation you secure,You shall not gain the prize you would procure.
I do not fear the world or what it brings—But I fear for you, my son, on fragile wings.
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Poetic Heartbeats

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Publication date 1981

Poems of the Book

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My Mother O My Mother Greetings, O My Mother Her Birthday My Mother, Arise Breath Returned Echo of Her Anguish Mothers Day Remembrance To My Mothers Soul When the Crescent Rose The Infant When He Spoke Carefree Childhood A Mothers Counsel A Mothers Forbearance After His Return Do You Hear Me, My Son? If Only You Knew Our Birthday Words of Reproach Between Doubt and Certainty The Captivating Prose Poem My Absent Brother Reproach to the Absent World of Delusions Who Am I? Between Despair and Hope A Colloquy From Beyond the Phantoms Adam Love A Nights Dream O Seller of Patience Inspired by Mahatma Gandhi A Poetic Crime From Beyond the Telephone The Captive Maiden Whispers of the Soul Believe Me A Hearts Groan Companion of Youth After Youth O My Heart My Physician Private Supplication Sorrow The Cup Divination An Artists Wish To the Maiden Virgin My Solitude Breaths of Solitude The Convalescent Echo of Solitude My Testament With the Dawn O Night The Moon Springtide Inspiration of the Sea Circumambulation Reflection of a Phantom The Countryside Aswan, Bride of Upper Egypt The Parched Soul The Free Bird Purest Love The Canary Bird The Divorcee Birds of Autumn The Canary The Singer I and the Sea The Most Loyal of the Loyal From Mansoura, Bride of the Nile, to the Dam To Where? Confession The Shepherdess Salute to the Peace Conference To President Sadat Inspired by Unity To the Fighter The Martyr Inspired by the Battle To King Faisal To Jaafar Nimeiri Echo of the Foreign Tour Echo of the Tripartite Aggression O Cupbearer of the Soul Pioneer of the Free Voice of Egypt Egypt

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