Poem

After Youth

My star gleams forth—my morning light appears,
Though long my vigil and my patience wears;
Can I resist my heart's insistent beat?
I soar through heaven, following thought's fleet;
Across the horizons I seek my friend,
And years have passed—how long they seem to wend;
They seem the very language of my state,
Recounting to my hearing my debate;
Does love assail a heart that will not care?
I once was free as bird in open air;
My mind in pride possessed a lengthy reach,
It feared to wade into this struggle's breach;
It told me its own measure, not my own,
Yet our love gleamed—a radiance overthrown;
It raised upon my lips a whisper light,
But still the heart perceives a love anew,
Fresh-opening spirit and fresh heart in view;
Away with fear—away with dread beside,
My heart like wounded one seeks healing's tide;
My fortune gleamed within a bosom true,
My God—a healer now prepared for me,
And I have found in worldly life a plea,
I feel how strongly beats the pulsing heart,
I call to pride—it will not take its part;
As though today I slumber in dream's art.
Poetry

Poetic Heartbeats

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Publication date 1981

Poems of the Book

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My Mother O My Mother Greetings, O My Mother Her Birthday My Mother, Arise Breath Returned Echo of Her Anguish Mothers Day Remembrance To My Mothers Soul When the Crescent Rose The Infant When He Spoke Carefree Childhood I Fear for You A Mothers Counsel A Mothers Forbearance After His Return Do You Hear Me, My Son? If Only You Knew Our Birthday Words of Reproach Between Doubt and Certainty The Captivating Prose Poem My Absent Brother Reproach to the Absent World of Delusions Who Am I? Between Despair and Hope A Colloquy From Beyond the Phantoms Adam Love A Nights Dream O Seller of Patience Inspired by Mahatma Gandhi A Poetic Crime From Beyond the Telephone The Captive Maiden Whispers of the Soul Believe Me A Hearts Groan Companion of Youth O My Heart My Physician Private Supplication Sorrow The Cup Divination An Artists Wish To the Maiden Virgin My Solitude Breaths of Solitude The Convalescent Echo of Solitude My Testament With the Dawn O Night The Moon Springtide Inspiration of the Sea Circumambulation Reflection of a Phantom The Countryside Aswan, Bride of Upper Egypt The Parched Soul The Free Bird Purest Love The Canary Bird The Divorcee Birds of Autumn The Canary The Singer I and the Sea The Most Loyal of the Loyal From Mansoura, Bride of the Nile, to the Dam To Where? Confession The Shepherdess Salute to the Peace Conference To President Sadat Inspired by Unity To the Fighter The Martyr Inspired by the Battle To King Faisal To Jaafar Nimeiri Echo of the Foreign Tour Echo of the Tripartite Aggression O Cupbearer of the Soul Pioneer of the Free Voice of Egypt Egypt

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